2025-12-24

Time: 23:41 - Mood: Fine


Hello neocities! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ


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When your phone is dry and you’ve given yourself time out from people and social media, at some point hobbies and YouTube start to get boring… so I decided to actually find my way around this for once! I hope that in some cases this will be a better way to manage my thoughts and worries, but also the good things that come to mind.


But this is also sort of my punishment ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ yknow… it’s self inflicted. I’ve been too dependent on social media and it has started to hurt me more than anything. I’ve gotten rid of everything I’ve had temporarily (except for Pinterest and YouTube) to make things easier. I have my reasons but I won’t say them here. Yeesh, how boring. Now I have the comfort of staying somewhat anonymous. I’m so exhausted. Let’s see how long I can keep this up for. I’m planning until July o_o woaw.


Anyway, happy holidays! Today I spent time with my mom and dad like always. And my wet beasts. Family and friends are kinda distant. I got rocks and socks again. Hooray! A lamp and colorful rocks. And small plushies that make me feel like an animal. Hooray! Tiny plushies and rocks?! It must be a Christmas miracle… tear falls down my eye…


Also I really wanna buy something from Rakuten but I’ve never done so and I kinda have to spend my money on clothes and paints so aaaaaaa maybe another time. I’m still eyeing that Pokémon Center Giratina plushie.


Moral: Never overestimate your importance to someone. So how about now? We’ll see in July.


Today's song!: Slow Like Honey - Fiona Apple


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